Not really me

I search for u all around 

You seem to be nowhere 

I wait for u all the time 

This emptiness I can’t bear 

I became a human so dull 

U never deserved anyways 

I acted a stupid so some 

U never thought betrays 

I became something absurd 

Something I can’t portray 

Something u didn’t fall for 

With whom u could never stay 

I became something evil 

I so don’t know how

I never really wanted to 

But I did so somehow 

Please do hold my hand 

And please walk me through 

Through the darkness n all 

Please take me with you!! 

I love you Sweetheart 

I love you so muchhh ... 

Please attract me to you. 

Please bring me to you .. 

please take me with you...

Please ... be mine!!!... again! :( 

Feel so lost

I don’t know what’s up 

I don’t know what for 

I can’t seem to catch up 

Why I’m stuck in before 

Something seems wrong 

And I can’t figure out why 

everything was supposed

To anyhow someday die 

To grief or to maybe not 

Are the things I’m stuck on 

Totally have lost inspiration 

To base my empty life upon 

Only the damn indecision 

Just  the lame uncertainty 

Are all I’m  left now with 

For myself I feel so pity 

Why did I end up lying so 

Somebody please do answer 

I’ve lost the will to write more 

Totally lost it to live further 

Somebody , kill me please!! 

The Dream

saw you in dream last night
  It oh so made me smile
Even though i was asleep
  It gave me such a high

We were sitting in the garden
you had your sunglasses on
it looked so pretty on you
And i was singing you a song

I wrapped my arms around you
You gave me a lovely kiss
i felt a pich of euphoria
something i will always miss

I wish the moment never ended
but my alarm clock didnt agree
it buzzed loud and woke me up
and only emptiness i could see

so happy was that moment
so happy were you and me
i wished i had slept forever
and lived forever in that dream

come , lets go

The Joy of your laughter
the beat of your heart
makes me want to run
makes me want to start

Run to reach you , to
take you somewhere far,
a place made just for us,
through a guiding star

A star that will lead us
towards the heaven's door
a heaven where we lived in
together, all lifetimes before

The heaven is so waiting
For us to meet and go
to where we so belong
The heaven we call PLUTO!

I love You

I love you , and
I love you so much
I adore you , You
are a sweetheart such

I care for you
and it is much so
I crave for you
how badly you know

When you're not here
I feel oh so sad
if you dont come soon
I will so get , so mad

I am waiting for you
so my heart says
Please come soon love
My(your) heart awaits...

When you're down :(

I am such a fool

I just do not understand

The things that you go through

Things I never can

I am so stupid , I don’t see

How irritating that it gets

How spoiling it could be

The mood that it sets

The least that I could do

Is to be by your side

Through the time until it

Does somehow subside

I obviously did not do so

And I am so sorry my love

I will always keep in mind

All the things I said above

Please don’t be mad at me

It has been such a while

Please forgive me once again

show me your oh so lovely smile