i do, i so do

                 i wish life was a movie
                 i wish it was a game
                 where i was always last
                 the last to have fame

                 i always thought it easy
to be somthing ordinary
it turned out so otherwise
my thoughts quite do vary

life will never portray
the way i want it to be
had it been ever so kind
i wold have been with thee

contradiction , its a word
i wish i was never taught
with what i gotta live along
  otherwise , is just a "not"

i wish i was always sane
or else , maybe more insane
to feel what i am supposed to
and not just brag the pain

but whatever the hell it is
ive really got to say somehow
i love you & i always will
please be mine , forever & now