Feel so lost

I don’t know what’s up 

I don’t know what for 

I can’t seem to catch up 

Why I’m stuck in before 

Something seems wrong 

And I can’t figure out why 

everything was supposed

To anyhow someday die 

To grief or to maybe not 

Are the things I’m stuck on 

Totally have lost inspiration 

To base my empty life upon 

Only the damn indecision 

Just  the lame uncertainty 

Are all I’m  left now with 

For myself I feel so pity 

Why did I end up lying so 

Somebody please do answer 

I’ve lost the will to write more 

Totally lost it to live further 

Somebody , kill me please!!