Not really me

I search for u all around 

You seem to be nowhere 

I wait for u all the time 

This emptiness I can’t bear 

I became a human so dull 

U never deserved anyways 

I acted a stupid so some 

U never thought betrays 

I became something absurd 

Something I can’t portray 

Something u didn’t fall for 

With whom u could never stay 

I became something evil 

I so don’t know how

I never really wanted to 

But I did so somehow 

Please do hold my hand 

And please walk me through 

Through the darkness n all 

Please take me with you!! 

I love you Sweetheart 

I love you so muchhh ... 

Please attract me to you. 

Please bring me to you .. 

please take me with you...

Please ... be mine!!!... again! :(